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10:13 am

last night sucked, shows aren't fun. i'm gonna go ride my bike.

new t-shirt design. i think i will sell them at wooward for fun

09:37 am

what the fuck am i doing

07:42 am

BMX OR FUCK OFF




i love bikes! i love my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


fuk snow





FUCK YEAH IT FEELS GOOD TO BE A GANGSTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

i read a story about a man who was sleeping and his phone rang and he reached at his night stand but insted of grabing his phone he grabed a smith and wesen and put it to his ear. it discharged. COTEY YOU COULD HAVE KILLED ME WHEN YOU CALL LATE!!!!!!!!!!!! <333333333 party tonight

05:22 pm - i'm leaving

i have decided i will be going to b.c. with my parents, to go see my brother.We are leaving tomorow night. We are driving, it will be a long drive. I will take this time to clear my mind of the garbage that fills it and to give my body a rest of the abuse i put it through. I will not be home till after march break.





my mind feels like my body.... bad

06:17 pm

i feel fat.
i feel ugly.
i feel like garbage.
i feel like winter will never end.
i feel like the people i care about don't feel the same towards me.

this is lameeeeeeeeeeeee..................................

i never wanna be inside ever again after this winter. I hate big empty houses.

03:25 pm - right big toe

i was vacuming and went over my foot by acident. it was one of those vacumes with a beater bar and my big toe got hit pretty bad. it hurt so much and still does. the toe nail is turning purple. i am scared. what should o do?

05:14 pm

you know what i love. liers who are too pussy to even face up to thier own fuckin bull shit so they use words like "maybe" or "i'm not sure i'll let you know". if the answer is no. fuckin say no and if the answer is yes say yes. its not rocket science. don't fuckin dick people around, just give them a striaght answer or i will fuckin kick you teeth in becuase violence is that cool....................................................................grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

08:36 am

i am here (in my room, on my chair, in front of this bright screen) i am sick, so very sick.

i missed school yesterday and today. usually that would make me very happy but today is not a happy day. at the moment i am trying to find someone to fill my shift at work because i cannot go in my broken body state. i really shouldn't be doing this. this as in writing in my LJ. it is nothing but a tool of procrastination avioding the 2 ENORMOUS! essays i have. i am gonna go do them.

Current Mood: fuk you

10:51 pm - this thing call live journal

hi

sometimes i wish i could ride my bike all day and come home and drink tea with somebody latin. thats all i really want to do. not work and no school. that sounds like summer. but when i look outside it is winter. aw well. i like chistmas. it is funny tho becuase i hate the idea of relegion but christmass makes me so happy. i will tell my kids that christmas is the birth of santa cluase. yes yes i will do that. it doesn't feel like christmass yet...

but back to life. another week of school and work.......



fuk em man.



p.s. i have a question for anyone who is reading this. how exactly would i go about getting involved with bobsleding at a professional level?

07:29 am - shiz nizzle

i haven't done one of these things in so longs. everything is the same. work sucks, school sucks. I didn't to to school yesterday so today feels like monday but its feeling friday. I have soooooooooooooo much school work. i cannot handle it. I could not stand going to school yesterday, so phill and i went on an adventure to st kitts. later that night we went to see the matadors. i saw sum old friends and that made me so happy, but the happiness did not last becuase when i returned to my home i relieze how much school work i have and how stupid i was for not doing it. i don't even really care. i wanna see your tonight so much. work is silly how it controls my life. is it worth it? is an hour that i could spend with my precious friends only worth 7.50? i don't care. i want to ride my bike. i want to see you. i want to go see my mummy at her new house. i hate this town.

Current Mood: blank

09:42 am - ..................................................

today is sunday, i have to clean the house and then start work on way to much homework. i don't know if i can handle another week at school, i don't know if i can handle another week with those people, i don't know if i can stand another week in this town. i should join the circus......... if i had a particular skill or talent that would be much easier. i should just leave and never come back. i fantasize about things like that everyday but i never do anything. i never do anything new. yesterday i was riding my bike over the bridge near my house and i realized how many times i had riden over that bridge. too many times over that shit bridge in this shit town. i should move to oakville with my mom.......... no.......... because i am a coward. i want to but i am scared. scared of what? i don't even know. just scared to leave the familiar because last time everything changed it was not for the good. i miss my old house still. i am always alone here. i say i am always alone like it is bad, but if they were home all the time it would be much worse. i need a change. i rant on and on about nothings and the things that need change but i do nothing to help change. i talk about people that make me frustrated but i surround myself with people like that................. ?

Current Mood: contemplative

06:07 pm - friday

weland.....


fat chick " hey you got any weed"

me "no"

fat chick "aw come on"

me " no! straight edge"

fat chick " come on i'll give you 5 bucks"

me " your fucking life style makes me sick!"


I am so very tuff

05:10 pm

homework sucks but losing your bank card sucks even more

01:03 pm - white people

things that make me smile:

bikes
Autum
latino lovaz
and this http://yourmothergivesgoodhead.net/what.html

05:40 pm - XbmxX

i don't like school.

i like bikes.

11:27 am - good bye sweet summer

Today is monday tomorow is the the first day of school i can't even believe this! wow maybe it won't be so bad. maybe i will try harder this year. maybe i will acualy try at all never mind trying harder. the one great thing about school is that it will motivate me to do stuff other than sleep. last night was a good end to the summer. good people + fire + veggie dawgs = good times. I like my friend and hope so much i get to see them lots still when school starts. metric + two = hot latino lovers

05:01 pm - bone thugs

10:43 pm - chicken and pancakes

my body is sore so very very very sore.............. not my body


i had such a grand week end. but now it is time to get very very cerial.... i mean serious. school is so very soon :( and i must start to sleep better i want to change from go to bed at 4 and get up at 12 to go to bed at 12 and get up at 7. that is my goal. registration for school tomorow.


new pix.



we are xtuffx



not my andrew quages photo credit



this is very old but stil very cool

09:12 pm - grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

sooooooooooooooooooooooooo i'm am in a rather good mood and i just thought i'd let all you sons of bitches know it. this should be a rather exciting weekend. parting at ambers and then fairwell vanesa/rantell jam at bbb on sunday. that will be very awsumness. i hope to get the rest of my section for the video filmed and not hurt myself. i will miss everyone when they go out west but i wish them best of luck.


<333333333333 emo hearts

10:27 pm - best movie idea ever

so i went to oakville skatepark today and it was rad. but anyways i was chattin it up with this rad dude and we came up with an idea for the best movie ever. its called xbutterflyxaffectx and its about this guy who reads his livejournals and goes back in time to save this gurl that he used to see at shows and shit but she died in the pit at a badluck 13 show. its still got sum work but look for it in a movie theater near you